My first blog post. WOW. I never thought I would ever fall into the world of Blogging/Vlogging or anything else that opens a door for the world to view my personal life with a microscope. That was until my most recent birthday. 10 days ago to be exact…
Growing up is hard. Becoming the person you want to be is a struggle between who YOU want to be and who OTHERS want you to be. In the back of my head – before any decisions are made – life/personal and otherwise – I try to ask myself ”would this make my grandparents proud”. If the answer is no – I knew I should not be doing it. Fast forward to now.
I feel that I have finally made it passed the cliche “Hump” of finding myself & knowing who I want to be. I’ve always being a kind person – I have lived my life fairly selfishly up to this point. Let me clarify – I don’t kick puppies or steal old ladies handbags. Now sometimes, living selfishly is good way to live. But that is not the person I want to be. By selfish – I mean putting my happiness first. A few examples of this: Having ZERO interest
in going to church and staying home. In heinseight, I should have gone – not for me but for the happiness of my mother and grandmother.
in going to church and staying home. In heinseight, I should have gone – not for me but for the happiness of my mother and grandmother.
All of that being said..its time for a change. Experiencing severe anxiety I figured starting a blog would be my very FIRST step to change. This is my year of positivity and Im ready for a new chapter to start.
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